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Best night I’ve had in a long time. I’ve been introduced to a new best drink ever! And did I mention it tastes like zebra gum. Wow I love my friends and the times I have. Thank you so much you know who you are ;)

Loneliness

This is the first time in my life where I’ve actually felt depressed. I know it’s my own fault because I’ve pushed away the last two people I’ve had in my life. Although they were on the crazy side they still were there for me. I guess I’m learning that I don’t really have any friends outside of work and it sucks. That and I don’t have time to make new friends because I’m forced to work all the time. I just want to have someone in my life that I can cuddle with and make dinner for them, I miss cooking, and talk about our stressful days. Someone that enjoys relaxing and watching a good movie or playing a few video games. Someone that can appreciate a good joke. And yes someone that I enjoys having a little fun ;). I guess all I can do is look forward and keep trying.

Grrrr why am I so chicken shit…. I don’t know why I can’t just tell her how I feel this sucks, because I know if I wait to long she’s going to find another guy and not even notice me anymore. Christ I sound like a girl… Worst part of it is she wouldn’t most Likely think of me that way anyway, but you never know unless you try right. It’s trying to take the leap and ask what is killing me.